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Session Review: Ardenne

Last Updated (Tuesday, 30 November 1999 00:00) Written by D Sunday, 22 June 2008 22:31

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I just came back from a session at Rapture NYC with the stunning Mistress Ardenne. My experience with Rapture was wonderful, completely professional, and made me feel very comfortable from the start. Two Mistresses greeted me upon arrival, told me the procedure for tribute and provided me with a form to list my interests as well as provide them with some legal protection (which I think has sadly become a necessity these days).

I slid the tribute and form under the door and kneeled with my head bowed waiting for Mistress Ardenne to enter. I heard her footsteps approach and the door open. My heart was pounding. I watched her black leather heels and fishnet stockings enter the room, not daring to look up without permission. She was pleased to find me kneeling and stepped around behind me and slowly unbuttoned my shirt. I was trembling, feeling her body pressed against mine.

After unbuttoning my shirt, she sat on her throne and instructed me to disrobe.

Mistress ArdenneI did and following that, she taught me how she prefers to be greeted.

Next my hands were tightly bound behind me, in a shibari pose, which she quickly converted to a hogtied, leaving me face down on the floor.

From that point on the session was devoted to using my most embarrassing fetish to tease and humiliate me. It was an amazing session. But as a first session, it was off the scale. I had sent her some information ahead of time, which she incorporated into the scene, but in a way that made it completely her own.

She was doing things that made me absolutely insane with need and she knew it. I had asked for a teasing and denial session and I got it. By the end, I begged her to leave me frustrated and to bind my cock, which she was only too happy to do.

Even as I write this, my mind flashes back to her teasing me, her laughter, her eyes and her smile. As a tease, they are all deadly!

But there were two moments that I will never forget, they are burned into my psyche. As she sat down beside me, as I was feeling an incredible wave of need and desperation, writhing in my bondage she gave me this unbelievably cute amazing little pout. I can't describe the mixture of feelings that washed over me. There she was, sitting so close, her body just inches from mine. I am so helpless and I need her. With just a touch, she could make it all better, make the suffering, aching, and frustration stop. I see that pout and I know she isn't going to help me, that she knows exactly what she is doing to me, what I need, how much it hurts. She is right there, but relief is a million miles away.

I see that pout and I flail, I want to cry, beg, plead, whimper, squirm, writhe. But I want to do it for her. I suddenly need for her to know how much I ache. I want her to feed on my desperation. And there is a small little twinkle in her eye. She knows exactly what effect she is having.

Now everything is making it worse and she is starting to laugh. Not fake laughter, but the real thing. My humiliation is now starting to match my desperation and frustration.

She is making me do things and say things that make the embarrassment and excitement grow at the same time, hand in hand. The things she thinks to do to me cross over from my kinks, needs, and fetishes to something altogether new. She has taken control of them now, she owns them, and she's using them to tease and humiliate me.

She is never cruel or cold or stern. She is having to much fun pushing my buttons and watching me react.

It was an amazing session. Totally different from any other session I have done, but completely connecting to the things I crave and need.

The session was filled with moments and images that I will never forget.

In addition to all that Mistress Ardenne is stunningly beautiful.

Rapture is professionally run, very clean, well equipped. If I lived in NY, I would be a regular, but it looks like I will have to make due with infrequent visits to NYC.

Thank you Mistress Ardenne for a wonderful session. And thank you especially for seeing in my kinks and fetishes things I couldn't see for myself and opening me up to a new set of experiences I will not ever forget.